H.O.P.E

Hey, good afternoon everyone.. 

today is 18 JUN 2012.. 6:42pm...

i just want to share something and it might be useful to talk in here.. its all about HOPE.. and what do i hope is TRUE LOVE.. everyone need a true love and need someone to love them more than anything.. but sometimes people are BLIND.. that s what happen to me before. i do love someone and HE is the one that i really love but sometimes it just not what i think.. i just feel he not love me as much i love him.. why? because i know PEOPLE CHANGE.... but when talk about feeling, for those who are really love their couples, even for thousand years, they still love each other..right? Perhaps GOD have to punish me and he want me to feel how to love a person sincerely.. because i used to let someone down before.. and here is the story... 

HE: 

I miss SOMEONE who used to live in me. he is the most understand me and never leave me when my moment deal of trouble. I cry, his shoulder always become the place I shelter. I am troubled, he help and always give pep talk to me. never even he muttered with my attitude that always want attention from him. but,  I blind and i am not appreciated him that absolutely love me.I am blind because want life that is easier. he is the  only man that is deprived and always strive to be doing the best for me. his life not as beautiful as other person having everything. however I lose him because my own egotism. I give up on him with various excuses and now I regret and I missing him. however I know him happily together with other woman that appreciate and love him. I only be able to pray and here is the place that can afford to show how much i miss him and appreciate for what he have done for me..although now I no longer alone, never yet appear another man who did same thing like what he doing for me.  

NOw....

im in this situation.. i do love my boyfriend so much.. i don want to lose him so much.... what happen to HE is happen to me.. and now i realise what HE feel when im not appreciate him and i do not return his love sincerely...  i love other man and now i just felt that we both UNHAPPY... seriously, i hope i won't disappointing anyone and i really need TRUE LOVE... i don want to feel scary and i dont want he leave me because i really love him.. hope is frustrated and its hurt when we hope from someone to love us as much we love them...